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Fuck! What am I doing here? Here. In Russia.

Sometimes this thought cross my mind.

A year ago I was able to enroll at one of the plain college at United States. But there was crisis starts. And no definiteness. And high price for 1 year at this college for bachelor program.

And now a half year has passed, but I do not know definitely whether it was the best event in my life and I still staying in Russia, or I made a mistake taking this decision.